Saturday, January 31, 2009
THANKS WENJING!!! HAHAthanks so much for inviting me over
i realli enjoyed myself with your family
especially your wonderful sisters LOL
yep
very fun.
had a great time interacting with them!
very nice people!!!
AND
the food was DAMN DAMN NICE!!! my god!
i ate alot haha
yep i shall not look at the bad things today haha
cos i wanna be happy!!! XDXD
thanks so much for making my day today!!!
Don't let anyone affect you.
thanks lijuan haha
thanks so much for accompanying me!
yep i shall try to practice that.
i will tell myself that de!
my target/goal for now is: be the same old happy me again!
haha.
i so want to meet up with JZC T_T
must be happy!
must be happy!
sian ah.. now friendship problems are bringing me down...
facing so much emotional distress hai!
Monday, January 26, 2009
Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person
who gives you the better of the two choices.
Holds your hand when you're scared.
Helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you.
Thinks of you at times when you are not there.
Reminds you of what you have forgotten.
Helps you put the past behind you but understands
when you need to hold on to it a little longer.
Stays with you so that you have confidence.
Goes out of their way to make time for you.
Helps you clear up your mistakes.
Helps you deal with pressure from others.
Smiles for you when they are sad.
Helps you become a better person.
However most importantly loves you!
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
i can do stuffs for you.
i am willing
and i will do it.
i can spare time
i can stay by your side when you need.
all i ask is just for you to be by me when i need.
all i want is just company.
that's more than enough.
can i have that please?
i know i sound like begging but.
i got a lot of problems now.
and you know it.
the least i can ask is your support
the least i can ask is for you to not push me around.
can you do that? at least for now?
if into the future, you find me annoying or a bother to you,
you can slowly leave.
but for now, that's the least i can ask of you.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
i am not an object
i dont need to be pushed around.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Not all scars shows,
Not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can’t always see
The pain someone feels.
A saddened heart; a regretful miss:
Of pain so deep, you conceal.
Bare your soul, and your heart will heal.
Never again, will you have: a saddened heart, a regretful miss.
But one's heart of bliss.
oh my gosh, a lil update
THANKS SO MUCH WENJING
THIS POEM IS DAMN DAMN NICE!!!
I LOVE IT
you just don't get it...today quite a bad day at school. dont want talk about it, make me emo nia.
anyways,
dont like the emcee rehersal lol
was totally nervous and sucked at it
anyway, im never good at public speaking lol.
stage fright.
after that must DO OUR OWN SCRIPT
sian
do chinese one summore
after that went to TP eat and walk around with xt
then went home with linh
thanks xt so so so much for accompanying me when i needed company most ^^
thanks so much man!
thanks linh for bothering to wait for me to take bus home haha
thanks alot also!
thanks wenjing (if you're reading this XDXD) for talking to me on the way walking back home LOL
thanks thanks thanks!!!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Not all scars show,
not all wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always see
The pain someone feels..
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Sometimes...I need you,you weren't there..I struggled my way through,but you weren't there..I suffered without you,but i enjoyed with you..In the end, i am always here for you..whoa quite emo haha, but i still made it.
though it wasn't that nice this time.
Monday, January 12, 2009
i hate the first day of school!!!
nothing is right on the first day, at least not for me..
first thing i go sch, i was quite happy cos i saw clar, neva, nithya first.
then xt came to class haha.
so that was quite happy.
THEN
mr lim came in and
CHANGED OUR SEATING ARRANGEMENT!!!stupid.
cant even talk now.
I WANT CHANGE!!!
SIAN AH
this year last year already, no need bond liao la.
next year also gone. bond what bond.
im happy enough sitting with my bestie already.
THEN
had GP DOUBLE PERIOD
TORTURE
SIANZZZ
gp teacher change also.
then found out that bio teacher also change, econs teacher also change.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST, PE TEACHER ALSO CHANGE.
WTH LA
today got nothing good ARGGHHH
SUCKS
SUCKS
SUCKS
SUCKS
anyway, after sch, board bus with neva, clar, bok, rid to bukit batok there.
then had dinner with clar and went home.
to clar: i got blog about you hor lol. last part XD
to JZC and ECC: I WANT OUTING AGAIN BADLY LOL. save me the misery in sch...
Sunday, January 11, 2009
oh my gosh!
i so love today's outing!!!
it has been like um... 2mths?
yea 2mths since i went out with you guys!
omg omgomg!
so fun lol
anyway
today we went to Marina Barrage (COOL)
the scenery quite nice haha
but on the way there, the place is damn dusty.
can get lung cancer lol.
oh we went to the barrage to help lijuan with her project.
zheng yan and ziyu are the leads XD
both ZYZY
then the rest of us were playing on the rooftop haha.
and!
ECC and JZC was formed!
ECC Pres: Ziyu
ECC VP: Me
JZC Pres: Jun Xian
JZC VP: Zheng Yan
cool man. we are officially crazy!!!
and i love it XDXD
we were crazy enough to take ziyu the hairband and play lol.
after that we went for dinner and the zhi cha at my hse downstairs.
so many people.
so we waited
im quite disappointed with their service today.
so impatient.
cannot even wait for me to say finish and the lady got pissed off.
A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G
after that, we went for treetop walk again!!!
this time, zheng yan forgot bring his camera BATTERY so no photos there.
we walked to mount faber instead.
then we came down.
along the way, we went into a dark forest lol.
we somehow explored there and got out of it and to the busstop.
all thanks to chloe haha.
so happy!!!
i cant wait to see all of you again lor.
but must wait 2 mths. T_T
i wanna go crazy again!!!
Friday, January 09, 2009
crying relieves stress and helps ease tension in you.
but.
why do i like to cry so much... uncontrollably..
it wasn't like that last time...
tears seem to just come out all of a sudden.
everytime the mrt passes by tiong bahru.
memories of the past will start to flash in my mind.
i realli realli miss those times.
especially today.
i recalled the times when we always go and watch movie there.. and hang out around there.
even last year, we went to tiong to just crash yuxin and junxian and yinghui's area.
we would go there and chit chat about things and stuffs.
play flour.
celebrate bdays.
i realli miss those days.
and i super missed them today.
i need you. do you need me?
i dunno what to do for tmr. i feel helpless.
BUT
i must be happy.
must be as cheerful as possible
i will try!
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
yay
im back from batam haha.
overall it was fun though.
just that had some problems with myself.
and i coped over it WAHAHA
anyways, we did renovations for the orphanage there.
this class trip was not bad haha.
but still,
i LOVE INDIA OCIP.omg that ocip is one that i will NEVER forget.
and up til now, i still miss india ocip haha.
oh today went to clar hse and had fun haha.
his kitchen wares damn nice omg.
im like a kitchen ware fanatic lol.
then ah, met his friend too. he very nice also haha.
and then, i stayed til 11.30 hoping to catch the last train.
apparently the stupid mrt left T_T
so i had to take taxi.
fare was $9.50
stupid midnight charge, charge me 10c more lol.
lucky 10c nia XDXD
anyways,
i quite happy today and i hope everyone is happy too haha.To Ah Jazz Clique:IM BACK!! haha and i want outings XDP.S. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JUN XIAN XPFriday, January 02, 2009
i am always lonely... i am always sad... i am always putting on a mask...
